Our very difficult and trying journey of two and a half years came to a close as soon as I picked up that stick, hands shaking, and read "YES+". My entire world changed at that moment. Pure, liquid, bright relief and freedom flooded by soul and I completely fell apart for a few minutes. I had had signs that I am pregnant but have been fooled before. Mind you, not signs like these, but once you've been pummeled for almost three years, you don't believe anything anymore.
I have crossed over to world that so many take for granted because it happened when they decided. The world of true womanhood - motherhood. And that pregnancy test stick was my walking wand, and the 'yes' my green light.
I'm having an absolute ball.
Ecstatic!
ReplyDeleteWonderful News! I love your description of the relief you felt when you saw the + result. Very poetic
ReplyDeleteBig congratulations from this lurker! That is such, such happy news. I hope the happy feeling stays with you for a healthy and smooth nine months and beyond!
ReplyDeleteYay!! Congratulations!! :)
ReplyDeleteYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! A HUGE congrats!!
ReplyDeleteAhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was hoping for an update from you soon!! Details please!! EDD?! Beta#s?! SOOOO happy for you!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations!
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